“there's this thing called memory which his here to remember me the bad parts from time to time anyway, and these are the parts which make you think and guide you isn't it ?”

Memories are vague and unforgiving. I can look back at a blog post and say "I’m not that person any more".

“But there has to be something that tickles your nose though, something you feel I've done wrong…”

Not that I can see. You are operating at several levels below me in the stack. The code is beyond me, but your articles make it very accessible by debating core OS design concepts.

If you want and audience (a technical one) and replies, I don’t see why you don’t publish these articles on OSNews. You’re writing an OS, fighting with the fundamentals. But I can understand that OSNews is not "home" to you. I had a blogger blog before I made the new camen design, and I didn’t use it much as it didn’t feel like home to me.

Consider trying to find a space that suits you for personal blogging. Perhaps Tumblr or Posterous that offer a "minimal" setup, or just stick a bunch of text files in a web root and write a tiny script to produce an index—whatever is as little effort to prevent you from using something.